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[ARTICLE] Kim Hyun Joong: Ultimately. Undeniably. Universally. Loved.

9/29/2014

Kim Hyun Joong and His Fans Leave Deep Impressions on Non Fans and New Fans Alike as they Spread His Loving, Gentle Spirit in Every Point of Contact

Kim Hyun Joong and his fans are In Love and Inseparable. That much has become apparent to those who have been silent readers on our blogs, in comment boxes and on social media during the recent crisis of having our Only One accused of the Unthinkable. Kim Hyun Joong and his fans have faced off against Irresponsible Reporting Practices and Human Insects who Live to Buzz About, Bite, and Suck the Blood of Celebrities and Public Figures who are Preyed upon by those who stand to profit by Sensationalizing Scandals without the slightest regard for finding or reporting the truth. While the battle raged around us, we were able to maintain our dignity and grace. And Kim Hyun Joong, our Gentleman Hero, was the most dignified of all in his handling of an extremely hurtful situation. The way he handled the haters and his ex girlfriend was nothing short of Angelic, and believe me, outsiders took notice. We were being watched, and we left a great impression. I am so very proud of Hyun Joong and the fans. People have noticed something marvelous and miraculous between us and they are curiously craving more.

[ARTICLE] Kim Hyun Joong: Aomori Shock and Awe and Korea Japan Festival

9/28/2014

Performing Again after a Short Break, Kim Hyun Joong Shows us Once Again Why he Was Born to be On the Stage, and Why Intimate Venues Suit Him Best

First off, I want to give my heartfelt thanks to the fans who posted the videos from Aomori Shock and Korea Japan Festival in Tokyo for the fans who were unable to attend and who live around the world. I have been missing Hyun Joong so painfully this past week, and worrying about him like a big sister would. Seeing him smile and enjoy himself in this intimate performance with his Japanese fans soothed my heart and made me feel much less anxious. He was happy and smiling and performing his best just like he did back on his HEAT tour with just a band and himself. I truly believe this style performance suits him best as he is able to fully interact with the crowd and put all of his passion into singing. I was moved to tears as I listened to the fans singing along with him. It is truly a relief to see him looking so relaxed and free. My heart is peaceful and my soul can rest. I am truly feeling like I can breathe a huge sigh of relief. Thank you fans who attended and shared your videos, photos and tweets. Thank you, Hyun Joong, for showing us your beautiful smile and calm performance. I am so thankful to see you smiling!

[ARTICLE] Kim Hyun Joong: Back to the Beginning with Boys over Flowers

9/25/2014

Strange How Everything Comes Full Circle as We Live and Learn. Life Lessons and the Series That Started it All: Boys Over Flowers, Yoon Ji Hoo and Kim Hyun Joong.

So, as I promised, I am reporting my feelings and observations as I re-watch for the 8th time Boys Over Flowers. I do this twice per year as time allows in my busy life. Attack for my Addiction usually hits about every 6 months. I just have to go back and fall in love all over again with Yoon Ji Hoo who introduced me to Kim Hyun Joong in January of 2011. I had just come out of a week long stay in the hospital after having surgery to remove a serious and life threatening infection. I was home bound. I could not leave my little apartment for an entire month due to the possibility of re-infection and also because the infection I had was highly contagious. I could pass it to others as well. To say the least, I was in physical pain healing from surgery. I was also deeply depressed. It was the dead of winter, the hardest time of year for me since I tend to suffer from SADD. (Seasonal Affective Depressive Disorder) and, I was still recovering from my Divorce. I had isolated myself socially because of the deep betrayal I suffered and just could not bring myself to trust others. It was one of the lowest times in my life.

[ARTICLE] Kim Hyun Joong: In the Sorrow of the Stormy Sea all is Well with My Soul

9/23/2014

As the Enemy Continues to Plague with Painful Poison, Turn to the Peace that Passes All Understanding and Find Rest in a Beautiful Soul

When I read the news this morning reported in kpopstarz announcing the continuation of Kim Hyun Joong’s assault case proceeding with a further investigation I became literally sick to my stomach. The emotional blockage in my esophagus was literally causing me to fight back a gagging sensation and burning, stinging tears threatend to spill from my eyes. I completely lost my appetite and could not eat lunch. I could not focus on work as I wanted to investigate further and find out WTF this was coming from? It felt like just another knife being plunged into my chest. How much more painful would it be for Kim Hyun Joong? I was asking myself, Why can’t they just leave him the F*** ALONE? Well, it’s called greed: $$$$$. It’s called sensationalism to get eyes on their headlines and on their ads. In fact, before I could even read the write up, I was harassed by an auto loading video advertising something that was just annoying me because I wanted to read the story so I could see what the hell was going on.

[ARTICLE] Kim Hyun Joong: A Time to Rest, Reflect, and Reevaluate Priorities

9/22/2014

Waiting to Hear the News of Kim Hyun Joong's Future Plans, We Imagine Many Possibilities, Making Peace with the Unknown as All Roads Eventually Lead Home

THE WILL OF GOD WILL NOT TAKE YOU WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU

As we continue to wait anxiously to hear from KeyEast or Kim Hyun Joong regarding future plans, we are feeling restless and stressed because we are so invested in our hearts. As we offer our undying support and fervent prayers on his behalf, we are desperately begging for a positive outcome for Hyun Joong that leads to his ultimate happiness. I have considered that perhaps we are feeling a bit possessive and selfish regarding his plans and could be a bit like the pot calling the kettle black when we are feeling that his ex’s obsession was too much burden for him. Now, we are wanting him to do MORE! MORE! MORE! Professionally, and are worried sick that he may be denied the opportunity to do so. I am beginning to feel quite selfish and a bit guilty and regretful thinking he may be feeling more pressure because of the knowledge that his fans are afraid of losing him as their Only One. I understand that we just love him so much, but honestly the fear of losing him as an Public Figure and Entertainer is the beginning of obsession as well, and I am taking a step back to evaluate: What would be best for Hyun Joong? I have already stated that I want him to do whatever it is that makes him happy, and whatever that may be is entirely up to Hyun Joong.

[ARTICLE] Kim Hyun Joong: Wounded, Weary and Healing from Hostility at Home

9/21/2014

As We Have Watched the Public Trial and Execution of Our Only One, We Are Distraught With Worry, Wanting to Rescue and Shield Him From the Fire. If He is to Rise, He Must Stand on His Own, Face His Future with Faith and Fight for His Dreams.

As I write this, I am realizing that recent events will not be able to be put to rest and completely forgotten as I wished them to be. As we watch and wait for what will come next, they are now a part of our experience with Kim Hyun Joong. Even though the memories are excruciatingly painful, and we are still hurting as we worry about the consequences, they have taught us to appreciate and understand him more deeply than ever. They have taught us that we are capable of much more than superficial admiration. We are capable of real forgiveness in the midst of our pain and disappointment. Yes, I am disappointed that my sweet dear Angel lost his self control. It has caused so much pain for everyone involved, his ex, her friends and family, and himself and his friends, family, and fans. I could be seriously angry with him for making the wrong choice in the heat of that moment if I did not have so much love in my heart. Was it only the ex that ruined everything for him? Truthfully, no. If he had kept his head in that situation, she would not have been able to do what she has done. Technically, we could say it's all his fault to begin with and throw up our hands in disgust and defeat. He has admitted to doing something a man should never do, and for some, that was reason enough to abandon him and walk away.

[ARTICLE]Kim Hyun Joong: The Last Word and the Last Straw: Content Warning!

9/19/2014

When Someone Gives the Final Word, Let it Be Final. Last Words Regarding Kim Hyun Joong Assault Allegations, Enough is Enough! This will be my FINAL RANT!

I am going to start off by apologizing for the contents of this article to my Precious Kim Hyun Joong. If you are reading this baby, you may want to just stop RIGHT HERE. If you are a fan reading this and are done hearing about the subject we are now so happy to leave behind us, Please, DO NOT click "Read More." Just move on to something else, and come back when I publish the next piece. I promise to be back to the loving, peaceful and gentle Eunie/Noona you know and trust. I don’t want to stir up things for you which have already been processed and released. If you are intrigued, or may need to vent your own pain and frustration that you have been holding back, please feel free to continue and let me get it off our chests once and for all. Big Sister has been holding it in, biting her tongue for the sake of her precious doengsang Hyun Joongie. I fully intended to leave this article UNPUBLISHED. Just a ghost in the archive of drafts I start when I am blessed with ideas for topics to be pulled out when I need to meet you here to share our Kim Hyun Joong. This one probably needed to STAY buried, but I have found that over the last two days while trying to take a rest, release my emotions, and move forward with a positive step toward the future, I am unable to get this out of my blood. I am agitated, irritable and unsettled. So, I am going to let it out there. I hope it does not hurt Hyun Joong or his fans. I would never want to pick at the sores we are now nursing. Please, forgive me for this uncharacteristically negative post. I promise, I will be normal again tomorrow. Here goes: IF YOUR'E READY, Click 'Read More' Now...

[ARTICLE]Kim Hyun Joong: Watching and Waiting to Find Your Way Home

9/17/2014

Center. Clarity. Peace. Serenity. Reflection. Focus and Future. After the Devastating Storm, Kim Hyun Joong can Take a Well Earned Rest and Find His Way Home

Kim Hyun Joong's Official Apology this week was like a huge stone being thrown into the still lake of our hearts. After spending our strength and emotional energy showing him strong support through this stormy chapter in our lives as Idol and fans, it seemed shocking and abrupt. However, in his wisdom, he has effectively stopped this whole nightmare cold in it's tracks. He resolved the situation with Honesty and Humility. I have come to expect this from him after knowing him these years. Honesty and Humility are his signature moves, and I identify with them well. I am thankful that it is over, and I am thankful to Kim Hyun Joong for shouldering the whole mess and carrying it away like a 1 TON Gendong full of watermelons on his strong and steady back. For taking that burden out of our sight, I applaud him as a Hero among Men. He is truly wonderful and awe inspiring in the way he handles himself in times of personal crisis. My heart is deeply touched and forever changed by his Brave Example. Every step he takes draws me deeper into this surreal and beautiful bond I feel with him and my fellow fans, and I will never be the same. Kim Hyun Joong is a daily inspiration to me and my heart is fused to his like steel upon steel forming the strongest, unbreakable sword. He can never be cut out. He will never be forgotten or replaced. He has fulfilled his own prophecy and become our Only One for Eternity and beyond.

[ARTICLE]Kim Hyun Joong: A Wise and Gentle Warrior with a Strong, Brave Heart

9/15/2014

KIm Hyun Joong Once Again Sets an Example to Make Us Proud: Displaying Humility and Strength in a Difficult Situation, His Decision to Apologize and Accept Responsibility for His Weakness Displays Bravery, Wisdom, and the Love of a Real Man.

They were saying this, testing Him, so that they might have grounds for accusing Him. But Jesus stooped down and with His finger wrote on the ground. 7But when they persisted in asking Him, He straightened up, and said to them, "He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her. -John 8:6-7

My Inbox, Comment Boxes, Twitter Feed and Facebook are eerily quiet this evening. Almost everyone seems to have been shocked into a stunned silence over Kim Hyun Joong's decision to come out with a full public apology on his Official Web Page. In the carefully worded release, he takes full responsibility for his actions, and promises to reflect on his misdeeds. He did not admit to any lies or misleading statements or validate his ex's previous versions of the Truth. He simply appealed to the public not to blame his ex-girlfriend and appealed to her to please forgive him for losing his self control and deeply hurting a person he once trusted and loved. I have to admit when I first read the entire apology translated to English I felt my heart freeze up. It literally skipped a few beats. It was a cold feeling as if dread had seized me physically and I had to fight back the tears because I was at work. I had a very busy and stressful day at work, and was unable to process any of my feelings until I went to my counseling appointment after work. Yes, I still see a counselor, and I feel that fact is very relevant to the response I am about to share with you over Kim Hyun Joong's loving decision to relent to his ex-girlfriend, protect her and keep her from the public eye and issue this public apology. Get ready my brothas and sistas in love! 'cuz I'm about to give a testimony on up in here!' :)

[ARTICLE] Kim Hyun Joong: An Officer, a Gentleman, and His Beauty Beauty Best

9/14/2014

Reminiscing about the Past as We Look to the Future. Always a Man with a Plan and Truly Blessed, Kim Hyun Joong Will Definitely Bring his Bright and Beautiful Best

As the emotional roller coaster of the past weeks begins to slow, I find myself wondering what will happen next in the life and career of Kim Hyun Joong. Oddly enough, all of the bad press has given him more face time with the public and could ironically be seen as a good promotional tool in the end. Someone once said that free publicity , whether good or bad, is always effective in bringing a name and a face to the masses. Even though the negative comments circling the net are discouraging and sometimes down right inhumane, I am seeing more new fans finding their way to my older blog posts on WordPress and eventually landing here to witness the beautiful life shared by Kim Hyun Joong and his True Beauty Beauty Girl: his loyal and loving fans. I have more subscribers and comments than ever before, and it is NOT because of anything I have done especially. It is because the Truth of what I observe and report cannot be denied. Kim Hyun Joong's humble sincerity wins their hearts and the bond we have with him and each other draws them to investigate deeper and decide on their own that he is truly worthy of the Love that surrounds him like a multicolored and beautiful galaxy cloud.

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