[ARTICLE] Kim Hyun Joong: In the Sorrow of the Stormy Sea all is Well with My Soul

As the Enemy Continues to Plague with Painful Poison, Turn to the Peace that Passes All Understanding and Find Rest in a Beautiful Soul

When I read the news this morning reported in kpopstarz announcing  the continuation of Kim Hyun Joong’s assault case proceeding with a further investigation I became literally sick to my stomach.  The emotional blockage in my esophagus was literally causing me to fight back a gagging sensation and burning, stinging tears threatend to spill from my eyes.  I completely lost my appetite and could not eat lunch.  I could not focus on work as I wanted to investigate further and find out WTF this was  coming from?  It felt like just another knife being plunged into my chest.  How much more painful would it be for Kim Hyun Joong?  I was asking myself, Why can’t they just leave him the F*** ALONE? Well, it’s called greed:  $$$$$.   It’s called sensationalism to get eyes on their headlines and on their ads.  In fact, before I could even read the write up, I was harassed by an auto loading video advertising something that was just annoying me because I wanted to read the story so I could see what the hell was going on.  

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If you’ve noticed, the dirty rag media sites like kpopstarz and allkpop and hellokpop and wtfisupkpop (ok, so I made that one up!  LOL!) are full of flashing, blinking read this now because we want you to buy our sh** ads along with auto loading video ads that won’t let you turn them off until you click on them 50 times.  That alone should clue us in to the fact that these garbage dump sites can not be trusted as reliable sources of information.  All they want is your traffic, your click rate.  They will print anything to keep people stirred up about a subject that should have been put to rest.  As I was at work when the information came out, I did not have a chance to investigate it further and my heart was in a turmoil for the entire day.  After I was home from work and able to communicate with other fans and find a more reliable source, I learned that nothing has changed.  The charges have been dropped.  The case is being sent to the Prosecutor's office because it is normal procedure.  The only thing left is for the Police to file their reports and the Korean Legal System to follow formalities. They just need to dot the i's, cross the t's, tie it all in a neat little bow and stamp it 'CLOSED.'

Honestly, I did not even want to grace this with my attention, but how can I ignore an Elephant in the corner?  So, their dirty trick worked and got me to go to their trash site.  I am disgusted and I will not repeat that mistake.  I used to read them all the time because it was fun to read about Kim Hyun Joong and a few other artists I casually follow there.  Most of the time it was just interviews or album reviews and such.  It was harmless fun.  Now, I am seriously pissed and they will never have my traffic again.  The fans are far better sources of informatiion.  Hyunnie’s Pexers is the most comprehensive site and there are several writers who comb the web for news and post the credible ones there.  I recommend going there if your eyes can take the busy backgrounds.  I am getting older and it is sometimes difficult for me to read their site becasue my eyes get confused!  LOL!  But, I do my best to see what’s going on there when I need a reliable source.  And of course, LazerKim is my favorite source of information.  She is very careful to do her research and get the facts before publishing anything for the fans.  She wants the fans to be armed with accurate information as they go out to battle the haters and the trash media in defense of Our Only One.  I am so thankful to her and her blog is the first place I run to when I hear something that makes my heart sink and feel like it has been boiled in acid.  All the bull sh** we are having to deal with daily is really starting to stress me out in a BIG WAY.

I am pleading with God to just MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY!  What did my Precious Hyun Joong do so wrong to deserve this relentless harassment?  It seems the virtue of his honesty is bringing him nothing but pain and further grief.  He is so dedicated to being transparently honest, and it is being used against him.  It is being disgustingly twisted by the soulless for their dark, greedy despicable advantage. Evil wants to crush him so thoroughly he has no chance of getting back up because Evil hates Joy.  Evil wants to destroy those who are blessing others.  Evil wants to stamp out LOVE.  Will Evil win?  I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT WILL EVER HAPPEN!  In the midst of all the searing pain and burning tears, I am praying the hardest I have prayed in a very long time.  I am PLEADING with my Heavenly Father to Please come to Kim Hyun Joong’s rescue.  I am asking Him Why?  Why must someone I love so much suffer this shame and be discredited and demonized after he has done so much with his life to bless others?  What Justice is there?  As I was panicking today,  I had to just stop and breathe and pray.  I prayed for Hyun Joong and I prayed for the fans.  I prayed that we could remain calm in the Blinding Storm.  We have flying debris all around us.  We thought it was over, but it seemed it was just the eye of the hurricane, and we have a few more nail biting days to go as we wait for the final verdict from the Korean Legal System and the end of this continuous Assault by the Attention Whore Sewage Media Sites Milking Our Pain for All the Profit it May Be Worth.

It is hard not to worry that something even more heart breaking could happen to Hyun Joong as if the price he has paid has not been enough.  But, that is just our FEAR talking.  All may seem dark and hopeless, but HOPE IS REAL.  FEAR ROARS LIKE A LION.  HOPE WHISPERS LIKE A LOVER.  When we are being overwhelmed with fear it may seem we cannot hear Hope's soft sweet voice caressing our hearts.  FEAR wants to drown it out.  But, FEAR is FALSE!  Once we realize that, the Roaring Stops and we are left with Only Peace.  Be Still and Know that I am God.  I am in Control, and I never rest.  I will take care of the meting out of Punishment and Justice.  I am taking care of it every moment of every day.   You are in the Palm of My Hand and all will be OK.  You will not suffer long.  Just be patient, and TRUST ME.  It is so difficult, but I am Still Trusting Kim Hyun Joong’s fate to an All Powerful and Loving God.  A person who blesses so many will not be abandoned to the fate of Evil.  We are not privy to all of God’s Plans and we are not privy to what Kim Hyun Joong wants for his life as he stands at the Crossroads.  I am assured that no matter what direction he takes, he will Find His Way.  He will come home to us and we will not have to wait longer than we are able to bear.  God does not expect more from us than we are able to withstand with the Power of Faith and the Provision of His Grace.  

Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.  And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.  - Philippians 4:6-7 (KJV)

I know it seems like I am preaching Sermon after Sermon as we deal with this Nightmare each day.  But as my frail, human heart keeps trying to go back to a state of breath stopping FEAR, I am reminded again and again that there is Peace in the lap of Faith.  There is HOPE in the arms of TRUST.  There is Joy in the midst of sorrow because we know there will be a more beautiful tomorrow.  We have come through so much pain in our prospective lives.  Fan testimonies are filled with situations of pain, depression, grief, heartache, struggle and fear.  But, we met a young Korean Entertainer named Kim Hyun Joong and in his world we found relief from the darkness of despair.  We found Light in his Child Like Joy.  We found Laughter in the way he expressed his 4D world.  We found Warmth in the Brightness of his Smile.  We found Peace in the Gentleness of his Heart.  We found Love in the Beauty of his Soul.  We will never abandon him for erasing our tears and bringing us together here.   God will never abandon His Jewel named Raphael.  God’s Grace has surrounded him with our earnest gratefulness and steadfast loyalty.  He will never walk alone.  For the rest of our existing lives we will have each other and Kim Hyun Joong.  Take courage and rest in the River of Peace.  Take heart in the Knowledge that as we share together our Hope, Faith and Love, all is well with our Soul.

This song has been on replay in my my head all day.  I wanted to share it with you and I especially want to sing it for Kim Hyun Joong as well.  My sound booth is my shower and my recording equipment is my smartphone.  Please be forgiving of the quality.  I'm sure my audience consisting of my neighbors above and below are glad this did not take long!  [sly smile]  I had to sing it out with all my heart before I could fully find rest.  I hope it brings a bit of Peace to all..  Press Play and Watch the Show!

***********CONTENT WARNING:  This video is 10  minutes long and contains 2 songs sung by Angie Noonim and one by the real Kim Hyun Joong.  ENJOY! ;) *************

 Funny, Cheeky, Naughty, Happy, Joyful, Crazy, Tender, Manly, Macho, Beautiful, Gentle, Humble, Honest, Loving, 4D, Silly, Sexy, Sweet, Sassy, Sensual, Soft, Super Hero Savior of My Soul:  Kim Hyun Joong

It is Well with My Soul

Horatio G. Spatford

When Peace like a river
Attendeth my way
When Sorrows like sea billows roll
Whatever my lot
Thou hast taught me to say:
"It is well, it is well with my Soul."

My sin, Oh the pleasure
Of this glorious thought
My sin, not in part but the whole
Is nailed to His Cross
And I bear it no more
Praise the Lord!  Praise the Lord!
Oh my Soul

Refrain:
It is well with my Soul
It is well, It is well with my Soul

And Lord, hasten the day
When my faith shall be sight
The clouds be rolled back
As a scroll
The Trump shall resound
And the Lord shall descend
Even so, It is well with my Soul

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