Waiting to Hear the News of Kim Hyun Joong's Future Plans, We Imagine Many Possibilities, Making Peace with the Unknown as All Roads Eventually Lead Home
THE WILL OF GOD WILL NOT TAKE YOU WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU
As we continue to wait anxiously to hear from KeyEast or Kim Hyun Joong regarding future plans, we are feeling restless and stressed because we are so invested in our hearts. As we offer our undying support and fervent prayers on his behalf, we are desperately begging for a positive outcome for Hyun Joong that leads to his ultimate happiness. I have considered that perhaps we are feeling a bit possessive and selfish regarding his plans and could be a bit like the pot calling the kettle black when we are feeling that his ex’s obsession was too much burden for him. Now, we are wanting him to do MORE! MORE! MORE! Professionally, and are worried sick that he may be denied the opportunity to do so. I am beginning to feel quite selfish and a bit guilty and regretful thinking he may be feeling more pressure because of the knowledge that his fans are afraid of losing him as their Only One. I understand that we just love him so much, but honestly the fear of losing him as an Public Figure and Entertainer is the beginning of obsession as well, and I am taking a step back to evaluate: What would be best for Hyun Joong? I have already stated that I want him to do whatever it is that makes him happy, and whatever that may be is entirely up to Hyun Joong.
2 Corinthians 12:9a "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness."
If performing will continue to bring him joy, I pray the opportunities will be blown wide open for him after his Military Service is complete. If it is still his dream to come back and rock the stage and play roles that push and challenge him in his acting abilities, I pray the projects roll in and present us with even better and more beautiful characters and concepts as Hyun Joong loves to change his image constantly and delight us with something new. On the other hand, if he wants to settle down with a beautiful woman and have a family and a semblance of normalcy, that would be just as satisfying for his future, and I would never want to hold him back from that kind of happiness either. Hyun Joong stated in an interview while promoting Inspiring Generation that he would never publicly reveal a relationship in order to protect his girlfriend from becoming ‘someone’s ex’ since he had no intentions of marriage at that time. He tried very hard to keep his ex anonymous and protected; however, she chose to make their breakup messy and public. That was never Hyun Joong’s wish in a million years, and I am praying he is not blaming himself for the negative publicity and the hateful comments that were flying from both sides. Most of his fans were well behaved and tried to remain positive; I was one of them, but the girl did push us too far and some words were said that may have been hurtful. For that, I apologize deeply to her and to Kim Hyun Joong.
In the same interview, Hyun Joong talked about his position on marriage stating at the time he was too dedicated to his career and could not be faithful to a wife and family with his time. He emphasized that he had wanted marriage earlier on, but had decided it was not in the cards for him. He added an almost prophetic caveat to that statement that actually gave me a chill when I re-read that interview this week. He stated that unless something unexpected happened to put a stop to his career, he did not think he would end up getting married. I do know the feeling of wanting the story book dream of a happy family and making life choices that made that seem impossible. Hyun Joong’s thoughts and feelings sometimes mirror my own so eerily it actually gives me chills. I made choices in my life when I was younger that prevented me from being able to ‘be present’ for children. I chose not to have them because I was not in a healthy marriage or mental and physical state to give my full on attention to a child.
I feel it is a huge responsibility to have a child, and one should be mentally, physically, and emotionally ready and capable before making the decision to have one. Because of that sense of responsibility, I chose not to have children. Once my toxic marriage came to an end, I was already 40 years old. I am now 45 and still have no serious relationship in my life. With each advancing year, the possibility of children fades to nothing. I can’t say I don’t have any regret over that, and if Hyun Joong wants to re-evaluate his goals to include a family, I will understand that COMPLETELY. I know that if he decides to go down that path, his public career will be very limited because he is responsible and would want them to be his top priority. I know Kim Hyun Joong would be an incredible husband and father if he chooses to embark on the role of a lifetime. We have seen him interact with children so sweetly when he encountered them in his travels. Everything he says and does that show his tenderness, thoughtfulness, responsibility and consideration for others just makes me fall for him over and over again. He would be a loving and responsible husband and father, I have no doubt of it, and I know he would never regret choosing that beautiful future.
I feel it is a huge responsibility to have a child, and one should be mentally, physically, and emotionally ready and capable before making the decision to have one. Because of that sense of responsibility, I chose not to have children. Once my toxic marriage came to an end, I was already 40 years old. I am now 45 and still have no serious relationship in my life. With each advancing year, the possibility of children fades to nothing. I can’t say I don’t have any regret over that, and if Hyun Joong wants to re-evaluate his goals to include a family, I will understand that COMPLETELY. I know that if he decides to go down that path, his public career will be very limited because he is responsible and would want them to be his top priority. I know Kim Hyun Joong would be an incredible husband and father if he chooses to embark on the role of a lifetime. We have seen him interact with children so sweetly when he encountered them in his travels. Everything he says and does that show his tenderness, thoughtfulness, responsibility and consideration for others just makes me fall for him over and over again. He would be a loving and responsible husband and father, I have no doubt of it, and I know he would never regret choosing that beautiful future.
And so, once again, I will repeat to Kim Hyun Joong, this noona fan and all of your dedicated fans love you truly and deeply. Of course, we want to see you performing and will miss you so painfully if that is not within God’s Will and Design for your future. However, we would never want to hold you back from having dreams outside of the public eye and the possibility of happiness with an amazing wife and family. You could come to us in small concerts when your schedule allows or just keep in touch with us through social media or your own fan page not affiliated with a particular contracted agency. However you wish to live, we will continue to love you without condition. You have already given of yourself so selflessly over the past 10 years and your body of work is enough to keep us company again and again. Of course, we will be longing to see you again, and if your wish is to see us again we know you are capable of moving mountains and achieving the heights of success once again. Never Limit Yourself. God has big Plans. I am sensing a twinkle in His eye and get a strong feeling that He has made plans for you to be able to accomplish both a family and a career comfortably and happily. We will just have to wait and see if my intuition proves prophetic in two year's time. Looking back, we find we could never have known what lies ahead, but I feel we are given glimpses if we only listen to that still small voice in our heart of hearts.
I Am aware of the conflict you are sensing - as though being caught between two concurrent but opposing states. This is because your past season is winding down while the next is gearing up. You are in transition. Transition is a time you must be patient and allow My grace to sustain you. It will pass.
A message from God
Perhaps you don’t have to sacrifice one or the other. All things happen for a reason, and when we get further down the road, we are able to see how our lives turned out better than the plans we had made ourselves because God was watching over us and used what seemed like set backs to reshape our future into something better and more fulfilling than we could have ever dreamed. All things have a time and a place and a season. This season was stormy and terrifying, but this too shall pass and the sun will break through the clouds. Past seasons had their highs and lows, but you always came out on top. God will offer you a dove, an olive branch, a rainbow and an answer to prayer. Hope is real, and God has promised to take care of us for eternity. Thank you for the blessings you have allowed to happen through your selfless sacrifice and hard work. You have given more blessings to more people than most could ever dream of in a lifetime of lifetimes. If this is all there was meant to be on this season of your life, it is truly enough. We are thankful and we will cherish you always. To ask for anything more would be selfish to say the least. Rest now, my child, you have run a good race, fought a good fight, and given all you had to give. I require nothing more of you. Go forth in peace and love. Our love and prayers will always be here to carry you home. We will be together again and always... even so, if only in our hearts.
All my love,
Angie Noonim
All my love,
Angie Noonim
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