Reminiscing about the Past as We Look to the Future. Always a Man with a Plan and Truly Blessed, Kim Hyun Joong Will Definitely Bring his Bright and Beautiful Best
Meeting fans from every part of the world has given me a sense of Unity that can only be described as Miraculous. I have made many friends I have never seen or heard their physical voices, but they are just as dear to me as the friends I see and touch every day. There are people of every country, race, and religion that are like minded with me because we love and admire Kim Hyun Joong. The conversations we have are not just fangirl freak sessions. We have developed true friendships. We care about each other and pray for each other. We are concerned when someone is not around for a while and email or tweet each other to see if we are healthy and everything is all right. The love we feel for each other and Kim Hyun Joong is so emotional and deep, I struggle for words to describe it. It is real because he is real with us. He is not just an Idol to us. He is vulnerable and human and dear to our hearts. That is why we fiercely protect him and each other. Don't MESS with the Alien Family! You will DEEPLY REGRET IT! LOL!
I fully believe God only uses those people who are not seeking glory for themselves, but using their talents and gifts to bring happiness to others. Kim Hyun Joong's popularity will only continue to grow because it does not take a person whose heart is open too long see the Truth about him. He is honest, kind, sincere, strong, wise, giving, loving, graceful and compassionate, and accepts the people who come into his life without judgment or condition. I will never forget the many fan accounts of how he gave handshake/high fives to everyone in an audience of 2,000 or more after a rigorous two hour concert. He even came down from his stage to hug a grandma in her wheelchair. When he greets his fans, he looks them in the eyes. He smiles with sincerity. He LISTENS to what they want to say. He accepts their gifts with his own hands, and has even eaten treats fans brought him in the airport.
THE KIM HYUN JOONG WASHING DISHES! Some might find that shocking, but it did not surprise me in the slightest. He does not see himself as anything but another human being living his life like anyone else. It is this down to earth personality that captures and keeps the hearts of others. His childhood friends run his restaurant. His SS501 band mates have told countless stories of the sacrifices Hyun Joong made as their leader to promote them and bring them to the top. Industry Actors, Singers, Dancers, Film Crew, his Sunbaes and his Hoobaes have noting but good things to say about his polite and gentle character and how he is so considerate of those around him. I have no worries whatsoever that he will be able to emerge from this dark chapter with Dignity, Grace and Beauty. His Light Will Shine no matter who tries to snuff it out. It is too Bright and Beautiful to be extinguished.
Anything he decides, I will be content to accept. I have no conditions for loving him. I love him because he is himself. My support is not conditional upon what he does or what he says. It is only based upon who he is and I know that will not change. He is my Only One sincere, honest, loving, happy, silly, 4D, funny, exciting, vibrant, bright eyed, brilliant and shining Angel of the East. I have not used that term for him in while, but it was the first impression I had in January of 2011 when I first met him watching Boys over Flowers. I thought he was sent straight from Heaven to bless and heal my hurting heart. He has never failed me in that sense. All I have to do is watch him and love him and I am content. I am actually anticipating his Military Duty. I expect to hear that he has taken leadership in that role as well! Headline reads: An Officer and a Gentleman, Kim Hyun Joong enlists as Commanding Officer of his Company! Cadets report he is a proficient and relentless leader, and though he pushes them hard, they have come to think of him as their Strict but Loving Hyungnim. Kim's superior Officers predict he will make at least Master Sergeant rank before his duty is complete. LOL! Keep your Head up High, my Hyun Joong-ah! I love you always!