I downloaded Kim Hyun Joong’s live version of ‘Creep’ by Radiohead performed at Budokan 2012 from Youtube again last night. I had this song on my old phone, and lost it when I changed phones. I finally found it again and have been playing it on repeat all morning and fighting back tears. I am not sad. I am moved. This song was a popular tune in the United States about 20 years ago. I liked the song when it was playing on the radio stations here constantly during it’s height. I did not purchase the song and I did not go to any of their concerts or anything like that. I liked the song. That was all. Now, I LOVE this song! Not just because Kim Hyun Joong covered it, but because of HOW he covered it. When I listen to his little introduction before starting the song, I can’t understand a word of what he is saying in Korean. It doesn’t matter. Just the gentle sound of his voice, and the inflections he makes when he makes a joke in Japanese and teases the fans makes me feel warm and happy. I don’t need to understand the words he is saying, because I understand the Emotion he is Evoking. This happens all before he even sings the first note.
Waiting to Hear the News of Kim Hyun Joong's Future Plans, We Imagine Many Possibilities, Making Peace with the Unknown as All Roads Eventually Lead Home
THE WILL OF GOD WILL NOT TAKE YOU WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU
As we continue to wait anxiously to hear from KeyEast or Kim Hyun Joong regarding future plans, we are feeling restless and stressed because we are so invested in our hearts. As we offer our undying support and fervent prayers on his behalf, we are desperately begging for a positive outcome for Hyun Joong that leads to his ultimate happiness. I have considered that perhaps we are feeling a bit possessive and selfish regarding his plans and could be a bit like the pot calling the kettle black when we are feeling that his ex’s obsession was too much burden for him. Now, we are wanting him to do MORE! MORE! MORE! Professionally, and are worried sick that he may be denied the opportunity to do so. I am beginning to feel quite selfish and a bit guilty and regretful thinking he may be feeling more pressure because of the knowledge that his fans are afraid of losing him as their Only One. I understand that we just love him so much, but honestly the fear of losing him as an Public Figure and Entertainer is the beginning of obsession as well, and I am taking a step back to evaluate: What would be best for Hyun Joong? I have already stated that I want him to do whatever it is that makes him happy, and whatever that may be is entirely up to Hyun Joong.
I've been writing about Kim Hyun Joong since 2011. He is always busy and happy and I love to read about him and write my reactions and feelings about his work and his public life. I want a place where Alien Family can gather and discuss their beloved, Kim Hyun Joong.