The Spiritual Connection between Two Hearts Transcends Time and Space. Our Souls Meet and Commune in that Realm between Daylight and Dreams.
Of course, this beautiful and completely soul satisfying relationship did have to come to an end when we both fell romantically in love with other people. It was not that our significant others did not understand our relationship; it was that outsiders did not understand. Our Bible College environment was a very small community, and everyone knew everything about everyone. So, he and I sadly drifted apart and eventually stopped meeting together. The criticisms were harsh, and our romantic relationships were strained because others just could not mind their own business. I was very sad to say the least. I am now facebook friends with him, but we never really interact or say anything to each other. I just get to see how beautiful his children are and get a pang of sadness when I see what a wonderful father and husband he turned out to be. I wish I could still be there for him, but the pain of being criticized and misunderstood was too deep. I would not want that to ever happen to us again. So, I silently stalk him. I'm sure he's ok with that. I sometimes feel we are still connected, and that he completely understands. I still love him very much and feel our hearts will always be connected throughout eternity the same way they were during that extremely short, but completely fulfilling time when we were free to just love each other the way we wanted.
Not just my love reaching across thousands of physical miles, rushing through time and space with only one target: the heart of my Precious Angel Kim Hyun Joong, but thousands or even millions of hearts filled with love and pure motives rushing toward him to gather around like a million fireflies lighting his path and protecting him from all around the world. He is loved. COMPLETELY loved. Body. Mind. Spirit. Heart and Soul. I will that he be open to receiving that love, and take it for his comfort in the inevitable loneliness in the path he chose as an Idol Star. The gifts and blessings he has given us have cost him a heavy price. I pray his spiritual senses will be able to receive what we want to give back. Let it start as a still small voice deep in his heart of hearts. Let it travel up through his dreams and sub conscious until it breaks through like the dawn spreading warmth and light into his life until he is fully aware.